Blues on the green for the first time with my best friend. Great night!

Blues on the green for the first time with my best friend. Great night!

I want more color in my life right now. I just want to fill up a bunch of water balloons with paint and recreate the balloon fight scene from 10 things I hate about you. Would be wayyy fun!

I want more color in my life right now. I just want to fill up a bunch of water balloons with paint and recreate the balloon fight scene from 10 things I hate about you. Would be wayyy fun!

I desperately need something pretty in my life. Anything to help brighten my dim days. Im stressed out over finances like you could never believe. All I can think about day in and day out is how will I make it out of this month alive. I don’t really know if its possible. To add to the stress I feel like a day can’t go by without feeling like my heart is melting. It just aches. I thoroughly believe that all things will get better with time and I can see some of my progress already. However, after a rainy night will come along it leaves me feeling hopeless, sad and alone. I want to turn back time and fix all of my mistakes. I want to feel happiness that nothing can stop.I want better and brighter days in those arms. I want flowers. I want you. 

I desperately need something pretty in my life. Anything to help brighten my dim days. Im stressed out over finances like you could never believe. All I can think about day in and day out is how will I make it out of this month alive. I don’t really know if its possible. To add to the stress I feel like a day can’t go by without feeling like my heart is melting. It just aches. I thoroughly believe that all things will get better with time and I can see some of my progress already. However, after a rainy night will come along it leaves me feeling hopeless, sad and alone.
I want to turn back time and fix all of my mistakes.
I want to feel happiness that nothing can stop.
I want better and brighter days in those arms.
I want flowers. 
I want you. 

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I did and now Im pooped. Feels good though!

I did and now Im pooped. Feels good though!

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Dreams.

I’m in a room with a thousand doors and I know where the correct one is. Im positive where it’s placed but I still manage to come to so many failed attempts. Why? I know what to do but I don’t have the strength in my back to overcome it. Instead, I lay between all doors and just watch„

Tomorrow morning should be exciting. Im going to be headed to Barton Springs for the first time EVER! Should be a lot of fun and I absolutely can’t wait. Must remember to bring sunscreen for my pasty skin. 

Tomorrow morning should be exciting. Im going to be headed to Barton Springs for the first time EVER! Should be a lot of fun and I absolutely can’t wait. Must remember to bring sunscreen for my pasty skin. 

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Let’s just lie here together chasing forever.
I can’t get enough of your love.
Brave and relentless, sweet and defenseless,
I can never get enough, every time we touch.

Can’t stop staring, my eyes keep taking off what you’re wearing.
I just want your touch again, to feel your body giving in.
You’re a bad liar, that smile gives away what you desire,
You wanna feel my touch again.

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T-minus 48 hours til greatness!

T-minus 48 hours til greatness!

This is exactly what would make everything in my world much better…prolly wont happen for awhile. When I woke my butt up at 530 this morning all I could keep chanting in my head was as soon as I get home I’m going straight to bed, straight to bed. I’m losing my mind and just need a pillow to crash on right now.

This is exactly what would make everything in my world much better…prolly wont happen for awhile. When I woke my butt up at 530 this morning all I could keep chanting in my head was as soon as I get home I’m going straight to bed, straight to bed. I’m losing my mind and just need a pillow to crash on right now.

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